Closer to God

Somehow this has to do with writing.

2010-03-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

I've been looking through my Survivalism journal (Which I should really call something else, like the Perfect Drug journal).Thus named because I wrote my first (atrocious) draft of Survivalism. And some earlier drafts of Hyperpower! and Beginning of the End.Why should it be called the Perfect Drug journal? If you recall, the chronological foursome of And You Could Have it All, Burnt Ravioli and

Meet Your Master Teasers!

2010-03-09T13:05:00.000-08:00

(this is still Suki, posting off another account)I'm gonna do a Me, I'm Not on this one. For everyday I don't post this chapter, I will give you guys two teasers. Trent's a bit of a sadistic bastard in this one.I'm giving you guys pretty meaty teasers because you've been waiting since November for this chapter.*DAY ONE:teaser one:"Shut up now, this'll only hurt a minute."Before he could protest,

New Novel

2010-01-14T18:00:00.000-08:00

A new novel? No way...It's true. A new novel, hopefully. Don't Forget Me, titled after the Chili Peppers song.It's a sequel to 21st Century Breakdown. The series is called Minority. Also in the works is the 21CB's prequel, American Idiot.Don't Forget Me isn't an albumfic though. It focuses on Gloria, around 2 or 3 years after the events of 21st Century Breakdown.That means Gloria's 21,

Year Zero Hiatus.

2009-12-13T21:51:00.000-08:00

As posted on my AFIslash bio...YEAR ZERO: I've hit a major writer's block that will take much trippy dreams, music, and Write or Die to fix. It's gonna be on hiatus till at least next summer. I apologize for the delay, guys. Just can't get back in the swing of the characters. :-(This isn't indefinite like HDS (well, HDS was scrapped). Just six months, people. Let me get my writing shit together.I

Editing is Hell.

2009-12-13T12:43:00.001-08:00

So an update on my status.I hope to churn out YZ over Winter Break. I've been having trouble getting into the characters.So for now, I'm editing 21CB. I'm making it an orig.fic. Christian et Gloria <3 It's hell though. Plowing through 10.5. Of course, I'm doing the rewriting over WB too.

Just Zeroes and Ones

2009-12-01T09:17:00.000-08:00

SHINY BANNER IS SHINY. For the entire series...Working on chapter 11. Okay, really, I've been listening to NIN and slacking off... but... I'm trying to work on it?Again, I hope to finish Year Zero by the end of the year. At this point, I've got another 6 chapters to write (well, I already have bits of 11, 14, 15, and 16 written...) and then I'm done... feels strange since I've been working on

Plans.

2009-11-28T12:48:00.000-08:00

21st Century Breakdown (classofthirteen.blogspot.com) is complete and posted for your viewing pleasure.Year Zero will resume in December. I hope to have it complete by the end of the year. Don't forget to nominate it in the AFIslash awards this year! A Pretty Hate Romance will be started once I finish Year Zero... January, probably.At the time, I am working on a prequel to One, Twenty-One Guns,

About the 21st Century Breakdown Blog...

2009-11-06T22:22:00.001-08:00

I took it down and made it authors-only. Sorry y'alls. Chapter 6 just got wayyy deep. ._, and I don't ever want anyone to read the shitfest it is.Sorry.

Test

2009-10-28T17:22:00.000-07:00

Testing email to post...

11 -- Meet Your Master

2009-10-28T16:44:00.000-07:00

(trent's pov)“Countdown to the endAnd we’re headed there fasterCome on down my friendIt’s time to meet your master…”-- ‘Meet Your Master’ by Nine Inch NailsWith a sick grin twisting upon my lips, I walked fully into the room, never letting my finger off the trigger of my gun. I heard the soft footsteps, muffled by the thick, lush carpet, as Jade followed me. Not losing my target, I grabbed one of

Concerning "Meet Your Master"

2009-10-28T16:37:00.000-07:00

...Oh god, yes, something is wrong. Very wrong...*cough* I'm not sure I'll be able to finish it by November.So, I'm posting all I have written. If I write anymore, I'll post it here, too :)Year Zero is hiatus-ing through November. You can read my NaNovel at classofthirteen.blogspot.com.The next post will be documenting MYM, unedited :)

A Pretty Hate Romance (oh yes.)

2009-10-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

Title: A Pretty Hate RomancePairing: TrentveySeries: The Perfect Drug, entry #3 [after Burnt Ravioli..., before Beside You (In Time)]Summary: to comeNotes: Set to the amazing backdrop that is the album Pretty Hate Machine, we explore the ups and downs of the long-distance relationship between Trent and Davey as they both tour.Progress: In progress, stay tuned.Chapters (all unfinished/unwritten):1

Beside You (In Time) -- PTII Teasers

2009-10-21T16:27:00.001-07:00

No way.I just finished it, and my god is it epic.Trent's POV...My thoughts cut off as he came into focus. Davey. My one and only, my true love. In the hospital, arms covered with casts that covered a grotesque sleeve of burns from reaching into the fire for me. Too bad it was all a waste, though…He was crying now. I couldn’t take seeing him cry, ever. It was the worst thing I could imagine. He

God-Given Teasers

2009-10-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

Oh yes.Will be posted tomorrow...[Trent] trailed off as we all heard the faint sound of footsteps above our heads. Trent glanced around, having taken the flashlight, to reveal emptiness and the four of us being pretty much alone. An eyebrow raised in caution, Trent beckoned us to follow him as he stepped further into the basement. We followed him, making our footsteps as silent as possible and

New Site

2009-10-21T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yes. It's a regular ol' site for writing.Closer to God (halox9)IDGAF how religious all the CTG sites make me look.

"Savior" (Billievey)

2009-10-13T21:06:00.000-07:00

(Billie Joe's POV)It kills me not to know this, but I’ve all but just forgotten what the color of his eyes were, or his scars or how he got them. As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten. There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place. And there is no time like the present to drink these draining

NaNoWriMo-ing: 21st Century Breakdown

2009-10-10T18:58:00.000-07:00

Check out its blog.^ That place above is where I'm gonna post my NaNo fic.Basically.

Year Zero Blog

2009-10-03T22:53:00.001-07:00

yr2022.blogspot.comPosting in-character as Year Zero people. Mostly for light-hearted fun.Cursing, sex and alcohol heavy drug use/abuse warning.

My Violent Heart...

2009-09-25T19:57:00.000-07:00

...will be posted tomorrow if all goes well. will work on it tonight at a friend's house. yeah.

Monolouging.

2009-09-24T18:16:00.001-07:00

There is a long awesome Trent monologue in chapter eight.Both his history and some Year Zero world history :)

Give Me Novacaine (Trentvey Songfic)

2009-09-24T16:53:00.000-07:00

by: suki self-destructFor Losty.I do not own the song off this was based. "Give Me Novacaine" belongs to Green Day. Trent and Davey own themselves. All I own is the plot. Thanks.*From where I sat in the corner of our room, I could hear Davey’s fitful sleeping, his constant shifting. I sighed. He was having another nightmare. As silently as I could, I stood up and walked over to our bed.Davey’s

My Violent Heart Teasers

2009-09-22T13:26:00.000-07:00

Trent sulked in an armchair as I cuddled on the couch with Davey. Beside us, Billie Joe and Tre were tangled up in eachother's warmth."There are too many gay men in this house!" Trent declared, glaring at us."Aw, you're just jealous because we're all so hot!" Billie Joe laughed.Only teaser you're getting for this.

Capital G Teasers

2009-09-18T15:15:00.000-07:00

I pushed a button and elected him to office and-aHe pushed a button and he dropped the bombYou pushed a button and could watch it on the televisionThose motherfuckers didn't last too long -- ha ha!I'm sick of hearing 'bout the haves and the have-notsHave some personal accountabilityThe biggest problem with the way that we've been doing things isThe more we let you have the less that I'll be

The Year Zero Fic Mix

2009-09-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

my almighty playlist that I put on when I write Year Zero. you honestly don't think that I only listen to NIN when I write this, do you?It is as follows:-- "Testify" Rage Against the Machine-- "21 Guns" Green Day-- "Survivalism" Nine Inch Nails-- "The Line Begins to Blur" Nine Inch Nails-- "Terrible Lie" Nine Inch Nails-- "The Fragile" Nine Inch Nails-- "Me, I'm Not" Nine Inch Nails-- "Move Along

Giving Credit Where Credit is Due

2009-09-15T19:23:00.001-07:00

AKA: My big-ass long post about my Year Zero inspirations.The biggest inspiration I have had for this was where I got the inspiration to write the original "Survivalism" one-shot. And that was the actual Survivalism music video.Long story short, there's a few clips of boysex. I made them Davey and Jade and told the story of the music video from their POV.In a similar strain of inspiration is the

Minority Series

2009-09-12T20:00:00.002-07:00

American Idiot is in planning, 21st Century Breakdown is being edited, and Don't Forget Me is being written.American IdiotChristian J. Armstrong leaves his stifling suburban home in search of adventure, love, and drugs. On the way, he gets addicted to the drug Misery, makes friends, loses them, and possibly meets the love of his life. Based off the Green Day album American Idiot, prequel to "21st

Current Projects -- as of 1/15/10

2009-09-12T20:00:00.001-07:00

Havok's Downward Spiral/Puget With Teeth (Javey) -- on permanent hiatusYear Zero (Javey) -- in progress. First ten chapters are written/posted to AFISlash, eleven in progressAnd You Could Have It All (Trentvey) -- finishedA Pretty Hate Romance (Trentvey; sequel to And You Could Have It All) -- in progressThe Day The World Went Away (Trentvey; coauthored by fuckedupheart/blaqkmess/my wife) -- in

Banners

2009-09-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

here's one my friend, Lilacheart, made me:And one I made:

Me, I'm Not Teasers!

2009-09-12T18:47:00.000-07:00

OKAY. I am so so so soooooooo sorry that this has been taking so long. I've been writing this for like 5 days now and I'm barely past a page. x_xSo, teasers. I'll add to this every day until it's posted.DAY ONE:teaser one:For the second time that day, I’d seen Trent kill someone. For the second time that day, the sound of a gunshot rang in my ears. For the second time that day, blood and flesh

Vessel Teasers!

2009-09-07T17:13:00.001-07:00

This is for those of you hooked on Year Zero. It will NOT be updated today, tomorrow at the earliest, so I'm giving you all a few teasers to sate your hunger for more.The First Official Hundam Chapter includes...The Cause of Hunter's Death:“When?” Davey wondered aloud, fear creeping into his whispered tone. “When was he killed and who was the bastard who did it?!”[...]“February fourteenth,” Adam

Hundamn

2009-09-07T17:04:00.000-07:00

IT HAS BEEN confirmed today at 2 in the afternoon that Suki Self-Destruct's widely acclaimed serial science fiction, "Year Zero", will indeed have a Hundam (denoting the homoseuxal relationship between Hunter Burgan and Adam Carson of AFI) sideplot to complement the main Javey (relationship between Jade Puget and Davey Havok of AFI) focus.Ms. Self-Destruct (Suki to her friends, signing autographs

The Good Soldier tidbits

2009-09-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

I posted tidbits from chapter for on twitter tonight.This:“Fairly simple. Find their weak point and -- strike!” Trent replied, laughing a bit.and:He’s bleeding, I thought, he’s bleeding and possibly dying and I can’t do anything and oh my God he’s bleeding. He’s bleeding.this was given to some of my friends:“What the hell was that for?!” Adam yelled, grabbing my arm as I moved to pull back. He

Do You Remember the First Time?

2009-08-28T19:53:00.000-07:00

http://msself-destruct.deviantart.com/gallery/#Survivalism-First-Draftthat gallery is all pictures taken of the six pages of the original draft of Survivalism...You can see all my crossing-outs and errors and stuff. XDIt's true that all first drafts are crap!You may be able to read it. If you can get it big enough & if you can decipher my handwriting.

I AM Working On It!

2009-08-28T19:10:00.001-07:00

myProof that I'm working on Year Zero:a lovely B&W pic of the hand-written last paragraph of the last chapter, secured into my notebook with red duct tape.And next, you see the handwritten form of a chunk of chapter four. :-)

Year Zero: Chapter Three -- Survivalism (extended)

2009-08-27T22:43:00.000-07:00

“I got my propaganda I got revisionismI got my violence in high-def ultra realismAll a part of this great nationI got my fist I got my plan I got survivalism…”-- “Survivalism” by Nine Inch NailsDavey and I walked home from the meeting, his hips swaying almost unnoticeably. Both of our faces carried the dull, complacent and contented look that people who actually drank the water had. It was all

Survivalism, The Good Soldier, In This Twilight, & A Slip: A Year Zero Post.

2009-08-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

So.I've been working on Year Zero quite a bit lately (I'm considering hiatusing How Did You Think We'd Get By Without You?). And so here's a few things I've been up to in the world of writing.Extended Survivalism (which will be YZ chapter three)I've gotten one main criticism on Survivalism, on how it feels rushed. Truly, out of my three completed YZ chapters, it is the second-shortest (Hyperpower

Mary Sues Suck

2009-08-24T19:44:00.000-07:00

So I Sue-tested Trent, Jade, and Davey from Year Zero.Davey got 14 -- Non-SueJade got 12 -- Non-Sueand Trent got 7 -- Anti-SueYAY!!

Slashery!

2009-08-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

1.) Are you active in the Fan Fiction community? Yep 2.) What's the worst rating you've read(G, PG, PG-13, T, M, NC-17)? NC-17 because I don't look at ratings, heh 3.) Have you ever written a fan fic? What do you think? uh, duh 4.)What was the first fan fic you ever read?Eh...I don't remember. Something Maximum Ride, I think.Slash-wise, it was a ZemyxRPS-wise, I believe "Consult My Lover" by

Havok's Downward Spiral // Puget With Teeth (The Slip Series)

2009-08-24T00:23:00.001-07:00

HDS is on hiatus; PWT has not yet been started.Havok's Downward Spiral:On the outside, Davey just seems to be a somewhat regular highschool student. On the inside, however, what’s left of his fractured sanity is leaving him as he descends the Downward Spiral.Currently on: : "writing" chapter 2 (Piggy)Based off the Nine Inch Nails album The Downward SpiralPuget With Teeth:It's been three years now

The Day The World Went Away

2009-08-24T00:16:00.001-07:00

Coauthored with fuckedupheart/blaqkmess/my wife/Mrs. Havok. Title is taken from the song "The Day The World Went Away" by Nine Inch NailsThe year 2666. The world's fallen into chaos. Zombies are everywhere and it seems that the end is near.But two unlikely heroes -- the narcissistic vampire Davey Havok and the psychotic musician Trent Reznor -- team up (in more ways than one) to battle the

And You Could Have It All // A Pretty Hate Romance (The Perfect Drug series)

2009-08-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

And You Could Have It All is completed, How Did You Think We'd Get By Without You? is in the planning stage.And You Could Have It All:It's early 2004. Davey Havok and Trent Reznor meet while AFI is recording a cover of Nine Inch Nails' song "Head Like a Hole." Afterwards, Trent just can't get Davey off of his mind and it seems that the stoic & straight Mr. Reznor has fallen for another guy..."...

Beside You (In Time)

2009-08-24T00:00:00.002-07:00

Trentvey Two-shot deathfic.I'm all alone this time around. Sometimes on the side I hear a sound. Places parallel, I know it's you. Feel the little pieces bleeding through. This goes on...and on... [Trentvey Two-Shot]Currently on: Pt. 2 of 2

Year Zero

2009-08-24T00:00:00.001-07:00

Story based off of the Nine Inch Nails album, Year Zero...In the dictatorship called America, it has become Year Zero, the rebirth, the reformation. The government watches your every move and hears your every word, they can practically read your minds. There’s also a drug in the water that’s meant to keep you safe from bioterrorism, but what is safety and what if this is actually bioterrorism?

My Blog: An Intro

2009-08-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

So. Welcome to my blog, Halo-9 or Closer to God. They're SYNONYMS (not kidding -- Nine Inch Nails' Halo 9 was titled "Closer to God" and was the Closer single. Betcha didn't know that!)I'm Suki, short for Sukita, and I write slash/shonen-ai (I don't write the more explicit counterpart of shonen-ai, yaoi). I'm on afislash.com as Suki Self-Destuct and I run the slash sites closertogod.webs.com &